Grinding through all the much of each day. Sebastian is still not improving much. talked to the doctor in charge of the pediatric program who is now caring for him and he’s not too concerned about how things are going. He said this is typical, but it gives me no comfort. I hate him in so much pain. The worry I feel is clouding everything. Motivation is the enemy right now. Can’t seem to find any.
It snowed last night. woke up to white everywhere.
Not much comfort either I’m afraid.